Seb is right, Playbahnosh. You can't force her, even if she loves you. Everything you can do now is wait, focus on the good sides of life, hang out with friends, have fun, and maybe later you can talk to her about this. You said yourself she wasn't entirely happy about chosing her bf over you. Well, just give her some time. You both need to get your minds of this. And maybe, in half a year, call her or something and just talk, no pressure. Maybe you'll both feel better in some time. The only thing we can do about this is give advice and support you, but on your own time, you must do without other people. And don't be ashamed of talking to us about this, some guys you barely know, because all of us who have been through a fairly similar situation know how painful this can be. So just take your time to calm down and do something you've always liked to do. We can only wish you good luck in your further life - may you find the good things in life - they're everywhere. Cheer up!

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