ok, i got it (1+2+3+4=10 - if my math is ok)
k: - by the way, you are waisting two tears with your pity for yourself, only be pity for the cool things you could have done but by some stupid reason haven' t done.
and don' t worry about writing "dark" poetry, because the best part is always dark - that' s the beauty of it (one of my teatchers said something like this once: "if everything in life was easy, life would be so boring" :evil: )
keep writting, we' ll keep reading :Titan: