As someone who has attented 5 funerals of close familymembers in the last 3 months I know what you are going through.
Keep your chin up and don't let the world get you down.
The world is a difficult and overall unfair place, I should know.
Terrible stuff happens to good people.
If you are religious you could say its God testing you.
If not then I can't offer you any solace, safe words of support.
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pat b
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