Don't worry. Being Ivy League status has a lot of problems with it especially expectations to live up to by others! You can't just be lazy and get away with it knowing everyone's eyes are on you. However to make all the people with log in problems feel better I had a down moment. I was watching one of the Lucasfilm reviews by PixelTHING. And I caught myself thinking the video was bad just because he said it in a certain way. I was a darn idiot. I remember a PixelTHING back in my other site and he was always good to me. I guess I'm to blame. So I kept on adding insults upon insults. I watched another video from Mr. Japo and it had cursing in it. When I do it it is okay but when others do it I judge. So f me. I am an a*&hole. So don't worry I had my moments of despair today. For those of you who do not know what that means its when you feel like it is a hopeless cause. No matter what you do it will not work you think to yourself. I was thinking about a quote from one of the members on this site. It said every day is a chance to start fresh and it really works for me. Thank you for being so inspiring!!!! Anyways for those of you who need to relate to someone who did something good. I also called my mom and told her to be careful of strangers and all especially when it is late. You never know what is lurking in the dark like the special book Mystvan knows I read says. hehe
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