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I am glad to see you are back, but if you actually want to do those things, you have to think like a pilot.
What I mean is this, When you take off in an aeroplane you have to complete the flight one way or the other; there is no turning back. If you can adopt this direction in your life, then you will find it leads you in your desired direction. Getting rid of your internet was brought up earlier, and although drastic, it is related to what I am talking about. Maybe getting a dialup account and limiting your online time would be another avenue.
Personally, I am happy you are back, maybe you just needed the time away that you had, and now you are back and fresh.
You could probably learn how to dance online?? LOL