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When you're back again, know this. I'm still online. You know my e-mail adress. I don't hate you, not even now. I cannot hate you, I only hate myself. I'm still ready for anything. If you still want to keep that little something between us, let me know please. I'll try to bear the weight and to wait. I promise it. After all, time could show...perhaps...
Forgive me that above, I'm just weaker than I thought. I can try to learn to control myself. If you still want me to... If you have the patience yet...